40

1,261,440,000 Seconds

I never thought I would be where I am today. I dreamed of being a game developer or an archaeologist (like Indiana Jones LOL) or even an athlete (sharp shooting NBA player) when I was a teenager. Then “adulting” occured and I realized life is hard…

They say Forty is the new Thirty; however, I’m only seeing 40 as the 2 digit five word that it really is… F O R T Y.

On July 31st 2018, I will have been on this planet for a total of fourteen thousand six hundred days or just a mere one billion two hundred sixty one million four hundred and forty thousand seconds.

I have still yet to find my true calling in life as I have simply made the best of what is presented to me throughout my life. Don’t get me wrong, I love my life, my family and my friends… I just know that something is missing from it AND I intend to make this the year that I find it.

I plan on putting my “Bucket List” together very shortly that I will more than likely live out on my social media accounts as I have basically done over the last eight years or so. I might not post as often as I once did nor will I feel obligated to do so as I move forward but I will make sure that each moment of my life is spent with people that I am connected to through true friendship.

It feels good to post here through words rather than having to create a video and then deal with post edits or removing certain aspects from the finalized video before uploading to social media outlets only for likes and shares. This form of creativity allows me more freedom to express myself and my thoughts without the pressures that come along with creating content for YouTube. I will look to motivate not only myself but others with future blogs here on my site.

I am still trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up. Till next time…

Erik

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