This might get weird…
I am about to be 40… where do I go from here?
I am a man that has put my family on YouTube for over 8 years. Most of that was daily updates of our strong family life which has evolved into our two talented boys playing baseball and my super amazing wife making beautiful creations for her clients while in that exact time span, I have felt lost.
I am constantly trying to please our audience.
I am constantly trying to please other creators.
I am constantly trying to please my family.
I am constantly trying to please my friends.
I am constantly trying to please my soul.
I am constantly trying…
I am one person.
I am at a point in my life where I need to decide to live MY life for ME. I have so many ideas of what I am; who I am, but I never follow through completely to fulfill those ideas.
I am going to be the ME that MY soul needs. YOU can either accept that and enjoy it with me or not; that is up to you. I have plans moving forward to make me accept me for me. Life will continue to be here; people will continue to be here… I will continue to be here striving to conquer everything that is thrown at me. I will.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.